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Thursday, March 21, 2024
Do We Get It?
Monday, March 18, 2024
Struggle
We are entering the last week of the Lenten season as we make our journey to the Cross and the Resurrection. I am mindful and reflective of what a struggle Jesus encountered as he made His way back to Jerusalem and back to a week of shallow praise, deep evil, and beautiful sacrifice. We will share, together, the stories of this week.
In my devotional time, I read the story of Jacob's wrestling match with God, as Jacob struggled with every aspect of life. Jacob had brother issues. Jacob had family issues. But Jacob also had an identity issue. In the wrestling match from Genesis 32, Jacob struggles with God all night. The match ends with God blessing Jacob, but also changing his name to Israel.
As I thought about this story, I thought about something that I hadn't before. Why did God change Jacob's name? Here's what I think!
The passage says, "Your name will no longer be Jacob, but Israel, because you have struggled with God and with humans and have overcome (Genesis 32:28)." I think this passage can apply to all who read it. We all struggle with God. We all struggle with people. We all struggle with ourselves. And, I think the greatest struggle is deciding exactly who we are and who we belong to.
Jacob's name change was a reminder that he was part of something bigger than himself and all of his little issues. Jacob had a big God with a big picture view of the world, and Jacob's life/responsibility stretched over generations and over the whole world. Israel was called as a witness and blessing to all nations.
Jacob's name change was God's claim on him. Jacob was a man with lots of problems. Israel was a father of great nations that would produce one who was the savior of that whole world.
Jacob's name change was a call to see himself as part of a great movement of God. That movement, as Jesus comes to Jerusalem, sees God's plan overcome even death, as Jesus is praised, betrayed, crucified, buried, and resurrected, all in the span of a week. And the movement of God's salvation plan moves from the temple, out into the whole world.
Are you willing to be renamed by God? Are you willing to move from your petty struggle just to exist, into God's plan to bring the whole world to Him? Can you, just for a moment, place your pride, distrust, and self on hold, so you can grasp what Paul (also a recipient of a new name) meant when he said ... "and may you have the power to understand, as all God's people should, how wide, how long, how high, and how deep His love is." Maybe we should grapple with that, rather than our pettiness! AMEN
Monday, March 11, 2024
Renewing a Promise
Tuesday, March 5, 2024
Finest
Each year I marvel at the Missions Auction that takes place in our Family Life Center. I have learned that we can approach this event with different perspectives. Some come to this kind of auction hoping to find that 'deal' that is a diamond in the rough. I understand the attitude. Things are costly, and every dollar means something. But some come differently. They come to see how we can help out with missional needs in our community and all over the world. I am not writing to condemn one or praise the other. I have just been challenged by the Wake Up Call devotionals I have read, and am especially convicted/convinced by today's episode about bringing the finest.
The attitude of bringing the finest to God can relate to our stuff. I have a pastor friend who had a member knock on his door. When he opened the door, the man stood on the front porch with an old TV. The man said, "God told me to give this TV to the parsonage." My friend (after seeing this attitude for many years of ministry) finally broke and said, "No He did not!" "Let's see ... you are telling me that you have this old TV taking up space, and you want to get rid of it. I suspect you probably have a newer/better TV at home. So let's see ... you want to give this to the church, while you reserve the good stuff for your use?" The man left in a huff, and my friend figured he was about to be in trouble with the leadership of his church. Later that day, he heard another knock on the door. He opened the door, and there stood the man with a new TV. The man simply said, "You were right." He left the TV and walked off.
While this amusing story might give us the chance to scoff at this man and his attitude, I wouldn't be so fast to criticize. Do we give God our finest? Of our resources? Of our talents? Of our time? Of our creativity? I certainly fall short on this at times, and I am glad the Wake Up Call has reminded me that God called the Hebrews to bring the finest flour as a grain offering. The offering was given to remember the covenant made at Mt. Sinai ... this is where God claimed the Hebrews as His people and they claimed Yahweh as their God. This offering was both an act of worship and a way to provide for the priests who served God. The grain offering was to be of the finest flour and was an act of worship and ongoing relationship with God and His people.
So, how do you come to the altar we are building? For we come 1) entering God's place and presence (what an honor!), 2) rejoicing in our relationship with God, 3) excited that God has provided leadership that loves their people, 4) remembering God's kept promises, and 5) expectantly looking forward to God's work that is to come! It is worth our finest! So we bring our open hearts. We bring our repentance! We bring our humility! We bring our children! For we offer what is dear to us ... our finest! Because God gave us the very best He had ... His name was/is Jesus!
Monday, February 26, 2024
Holy Is The Lord
There are 2 stories in Scripture that capture the nature of offering and the way we are supposed to offer freely and completely to God. They are seemingly harsh stories, because the main characters in both stories are in deep personal strife as God comes to them. The stories are both misused and misunderstood.
As I remember these 2 stories and the related Scriptures, I find myself thinking about how I offer to God. The words partial, guarded, selfish, incomplete, insufficient and comfortable come to mind. I wonder if giving the leftovers to God are the things that block God's desire to give us the blessings and abundance He offers freely? And I wonder if what we venture/invest has a direct relationship to what we receive? These are deep questions that make me squirm in the presence of God. Here are a couple of stories of 2 people who have a very different attitude than me!
In 2 Samuel 24, David is under punishment by God for disobedience. David is instructed by Gad (the prophet) to build an altar on the threshing floor of Araunah the Jebusite. David speaks to Araunah and tells him he will buy the threshing floor. Aranuah tells David to take it, at no cost. But David insists on paying for the floor, saying, "I will not offer to God what costs me nothing!" David understood, there is a reason the offering is called a sacrifice.
And now for that strange and misunderstood story about Abraham and Isaac. Abraham is living life with the improbable birth of Isaac, the long awaited son (Abraham was 100 years old). In Genesis 22, Abraham is commanded to sacrifice the treasured son as a burnt offering on the mountain God leads him to. The story says Abraham loaded up firewood and went "early the next morning." As Abraham places the boy on the altar, God says, "do not lay a hand on the boy." I expect in great relief, Abraham sees a ram caught in a thicket, and he sacrifices the ram as an act of devotion, thanksgiving and atonement. He calls the place, "The Lord will provide." God then speaks a blessing on Abraham and Isaac.
I will leave each of you to consider the words you will place on these stories. The first reminds me of devotion to a Holy God that deserves my offering that is costly. Not the last fruits, but the first fruits. The second makes me ask, "do I trust God so much I would offer Him anything?" Ponder these thoughts and see what God reveals to you as you allow God's word and Spirit to alter the way you serve, worship and love. AMEN
Monday, February 19, 2024
Fire
The Bible has many references to fire as a manifestation of God's presence. The burning bush (Exodus 3), the smoke and fire on Mt. Sinai (Exodus 19) and the fire of the Holy Spirit (Acts 2) all come to mind. In our series about altars and being altered by the true and living God, we will talk a lot about God's presence and about intentionally opening a door of space in which God can indwell us. "Lord, prepare me, to be a Sanctuary, pure and holy, tried and true."
It is interesting to watch our children every Sunday morning. As they gather before the 2nd service, they all want the 'best' job ... to bring the fire. The term, bring the fire, was invented by one of our little guys way back there, and it has stuck in our minds. They are honored to be the one chosen to carry the candle lighters, and are especially intense when they are lighting the candles. I enjoy watching their faces and wonder if our adults can ever be that focused and intense when they consider the magnitude and awe of God lighting that flame in us! It is a beautiful perk of sitting near the altar each Sunday morning.
Let's focus on one instance of fire, altars and images this morning. In Leviticus 6:8-9, God's Word says, "The Lord said to Moses: "Give Aaron and his sons this command: 'These are the regulations for the burnt offering: The burnt offering is to remain on the altar hearth throughout the night, till morning, and the fire must be kept burning on the altar." This begs the question, "How do we keep the altar fire burning?" Here are a few ideas:
1. Choose following vs believing - Our society uses the word 'belief' a little too lightly. In the Greek of the New Testament, the idea of belief was being invested in what you believe in. When Jesus said, "believe" Jesus meant that belief was being all in, including every sacrifice needed to "keep the fire alive." In modern terminology, a better word would be "following." Followers are not merely fans of Jesus (they like Him). Followers put all their chips out there to say, "Jesus is not only the #1 option ... He is the only option." The demons believed in Jesus. Satan believes in Jesus. We (Christians) follow Jesus wherever He goes (though we know "the son of man has no place to lay His head [Matthew 8:20]"). Following keeps the fire stoked!
2. Choose submitting vs controlling - The passage from Leviticus expresses the will of a God who actually cares about the fire. Paul says not to "quench the Spirit (1 Thessalonians 5)." I quench God's Spirit when I have to be in control, orchestrating all things. When we orchestrate, we get upset or disappointed when things don't happen our way. When we "let go" we allow for the mystery and beauty of God's plan. Let God bring you/me to the altar. Let God make your heart and mind a place where His good plans come in like a welcome breath of cool air on a hot summer day. Expect God to do things you can't even fathom!
3. Choose fire vs safety - Fire isn't safe. When the fire of God's Spirit is moving and working, strange and beautiful things happen. Fire consumes (Hebrews 12:29) ... be swept away by the fire of the Spirit. Fire refines (Proverbs 17:3) ... allow God to purify your heart in His fire. God invites us to the fire of His Holy Spirit so our old self and our old desires are burnt away, leaving the refinement of sanctification.
Following and submitting to fanning the flame of God's holy fire require work, effort and intention. Aaron's sons needed to watch, work, feed and fan the fire of the Leviticus altar. Are you feeding the fire or quenching it? I hope to see you all on Sunday, where we will listen and be expectant for what God is doing!
Monday, February 12, 2024
Alterations
In her introduction of the series Altar'd (the one we will spend Lent exploring), Susan Kent offers an image of God as a master tailor. Most of us have experienced a time when our clothing needed to be altered. All my life I have moved in and out of my "fighting" weight (more out than in) and have seen/felt my clothing either comfortably loose or uncomfortably tight. Maybe you have too, but I think we get the picture!
Here is how my mind wraps around the image of God as a master tailor, clothing us for a righteous and holy life, in the image of Jesus. First, we must ask, "how much we trust the tailor." We live in a world of options and possibilities. What kind of fabric? Which colors do I wear? What will either attract attention or blend in? But, what if we asked the tailor, "What looks best and fits your design of me?" "How can I dress for the plans you have for me (Jeremiah 29), and for the work you will have me do (Philippians 1:6)?" Will we let the master tailor be in total charge of the design, the fabric, the color and the texture of our garment?
Second, how does the fitting happen? When you go to a tailor to get fitted for clothing, what uncomfortable thing must you do? You must stand in front of the tailor, allow the tailor to look at you, and be still while the tailor marks the fabric (Psalm 139:23-24). These things are necessary if you want the finished garment to fit properly. And, I admit, I am not very good at these things, especially that "being still" thing. "Be still and know that I am God" ... Psalm 46:10 comes to mind.
Finally, we must remember that the making of the garment is a process. "I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful, I know that full well (Psalm 139:14)." If God is the master tailor, the master builder and our Lord, we accept "process" as part of the deal. I remember singing, "God's still working on you!"
Every week I resemble an impatient, fickle and demanding customer of the master tailor. I want the garment now. I don't want to stand still. I want to be in charge. I question my wonderful creator, rather than kneeling at His altar and saying, "You are the potter and I am the clay (Isaiah 64:8)." So I will leave this blog with a prayer ... "Lord, we are made for Your purpose and Your Kingdom. Mark us so we can be clothed in Your righteousness. Clothe us so that we will be dressed for battle, helping, healing and heaven ... whatever you choose. You pick out the fabric, the design and the way You want the garment to look. For You are the potter, and the clay isn't supposed to tell the potter what to do. I trust You. Help me with my doubts, encourage me when I fail, and thank You for loving me when I fail to be still enough to know You. I give this day to Your plan and Your Kingdom. AMEN!"