I had a harrowing experience last week. Each year I have a stress test to make sure all heart-related things are in good working order. I did my prep and took the test as scheduled. On my way back from Crestview (the doctor's office is there) to Freeport I was driving on the interstate, minding my own business, and I got a call from Crestview. I answered the call and the stress-test technician says that there were issues and could I come back to Crestview. I, of course, complied. On my trip back I thought of what this could mean and was dreaming of all possible worst-case-scenarios. I asked, "Why would they call unless something was horribly wrong?" When I got there the technician said, "Oh ... nothing wrong with you ... the imaging machine had some glitches." Why didn't he tell me earlier?
As I played back this situation, I had a thought. What if God gave me a call back? What if God said ... "I need you to come back so I can take some pictures of your heart. There are a few glitches that need working-out!"
This thought brings two passages to mind. The 1st is Psalm 139:23-24 ... "Search me and know my heart, test me and know my anxious thoughts. See if there is any offensive way in me and lead me in the way everlasting." I wonder if God is giving a call back to His Church. Can we ask David's sincere questions? Are we willing to ask God to search ... test ... lead us? I believe, for sure, we need this as individuals, as a Church, as a nation and as the body of Christ in the world. We need a heart check and we need God to lead us out of our inability to see and follow His purpose (not MY purpose).
The second passage is Galatians 5:22-23. If we have a heart check, what is a Christian heart supposed to look like? Paul tells us ... "But the Holy Spirit produces this kind of fruit in our lives ... love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control." That is what a God-led heart is to look like. I think if God took a good look at me, He might say what the captain in Cool Hand Luke said to Paul Newman ... "What we have here is failure to communicate!" I read, I sing, I enjoy listening to others talk about God's word ... but do I love God's word so much I ask God to change my heart ... change my way of looking at things ... change me to conform to God's will and way?
What about you? What would God say if He called you back for a heart re-check? Randy