Wrestling With God

I believe we have all done it!  Wrestling with God.  And it IS Biblical.  Read Genesis 32.  

This part of the Bible is not just read ... it is navigated.  There are strange stories that would make a soap opera blush.  There are Hebrew customs, traditions, and symbols that are woven through the thread of the stories.  In this combination of poetic narrative and Hebrew narrative, we find the character Jacob.  Jacob (the name) means supplanter or heel-grabber.  Jacob struggles with life from birth, grabbing Esau's heel as he is born.  His life is filled with conflict, scheming, and a constant pursuit of something I don't think Jacob even knows ... until Peniel.  There, Jacob encounters God, and there is a wrestling match.  Jacob emerges from the encounter injured, changed, and renamed. What can we learn from all this?  I'll try to unpack this a bit.

First, Jacob sends his family and everything he owns ahead, across the Jabbok River.  I am guessing Jacob had some idea that fate had caught up with him, and he might be facing his brother Esau, whom Jacob had cheated out of his birthright.  God had other plans.  The old song, "You Gotta Walk That Lonesome Valley," comes to mind as Jacob awaits what is coming.  "We gotta walk that lonesome valley ... we gotta walk it by ourselves, nobody here gonna walk it for you, we gotta walk it by ourselves."  

Second, Jacob (I think) does what he normally does.  He doesn't let go.  I say this as I experience a modern-day world of people who rationalize their way into quitting things.  We are part of a team, but quit participating because someone hurts our feelings or doesn't value us as much as we would like.  This happens on sports teams, in workplaces, and in churches.  I want to tell people, "Put on your big boy/girl pants," and reflect on what would happen if God treated us this way!  I come from a generation that looked at quitting as unacceptable social behavior.  They learned to work with and through difficult people.  Jacob hangs on to God for dear life, and if he dies, his cold, dead corpse will still be hanging on!

Third, Jacob's encounter with God causes seismic changes in his life.  He is physically injured and changed (now with an out-of-joint hip).  He names the place where this happened Peniel, which means "face of God," I believe, to remember this encounter forever.  His name is changed to Israel, now a nation known for tenacity and unwavering commitment to a mission. But more than his name, things start happening that change Jacob's life.  In the next few verses, Jacob reconciles with his brother Esau.  He is no longer running away.  He honors God with an altar to El-Elohe (The Mighty God). He follows God's instructions to live in Bethel (meaning the house of God).  

How has your encounter with God changed you?  Are you a city on a hill, doing good so that your Father in heaven is glorified?  Or are you building a tower for yourself that will reach the stars?  Jacob finally started listening to God.  How goes it with you?