live from Abbeville Methodist
Tuesday, June 9, 2026
Fog and Opportunity
Monday, June 1, 2026
Wrestling With God
I believe we have all done it! Wrestling with God. And it IS Biblical. Read Genesis 32.
This part of the Bible is not just read ... it is navigated. There are strange stories that would make a soap opera blush. There are Hebrew customs, traditions, and symbols that are woven through the thread of the stories. In this combination of poetic narrative and Hebrew narrative, we find the character Jacob. Jacob (the name) means supplanter or heel-grabber. Jacob struggles with life from birth, grabbing Esau's heel as he is born. His life is filled with conflict, scheming, and a constant pursuit of something I don't think Jacob even knows ... until Peniel. There, Jacob encounters God, and there is a wrestling match. Jacob emerges from the encounter injured, changed, and renamed. What can we learn from all this? I'll try to unpack this a bit.
First, Jacob sends his family and everything he owns ahead, across the Jabbok River. I am guessing Jacob had some idea that fate had caught up with him, and he might be facing his brother Esau, whom Jacob had cheated out of his birthright. God had other plans. The old song, "You Gotta Walk That Lonesome Valley," comes to mind as Jacob awaits what is coming. "We gotta walk that lonesome valley ... we gotta walk it by ourselves, nobody here gonna walk it for you, we gotta walk it by ourselves."
Second, Jacob (I think) does what he normally does. He doesn't let go. I say this as I experience a modern-day world of people who rationalize their way into quitting things. We are part of a team, but quit participating because someone hurts our feelings or doesn't value us as much as we would like. This happens on sports teams, in workplaces, and in churches. I want to tell people, "Put on your big boy/girl pants," and reflect on what would happen if God treated us this way! I come from a generation that looked at quitting as unacceptable social behavior. They learned to work with and through difficult people. Jacob hangs on to God for dear life, and if he dies, his cold, dead corpse will still be hanging on!
Third, Jacob's encounter with God causes seismic changes in his life. He is physically injured and changed (now with an out-of-joint hip). He names the place where this happened Peniel, which means "face of God," I believe, to remember this encounter forever. His name is changed to Israel, now a nation known for tenacity and unwavering commitment to a mission. But more than his name, things start happening that change Jacob's life. In the next few verses, Jacob reconciles with his brother Esau. He is no longer running away. He honors God with an altar to El-Elohe (The Mighty God). He follows God's instructions to live in Bethel (meaning the house of God).
How has your encounter with God changed you? Are you a city on a hill, doing good so that your Father in heaven is glorified? Or are you building a tower for yourself that will reach the stars? Jacob finally started listening to God. How goes it with you?
Sunday, May 24, 2026
Today Was Payday!
Tuesday, May 19, 2026
The Rainbow is Most Beautiful When ...
Monday, May 11, 2026
A Different Butterfly Effect
You have probably heard of "The Butterfly Effect." The law, also known as "the law of sensitive dependence on initial conditions," is part of what is known as "chaos theory." To sum it up, the law basically holds that small, even minute, changes or happenings can have major effects on other things. Let me say ... I believe in this principle ... because I have seen it happen!
In 2022, I was less than patient with the pace of our application to become a part of the Global Methodist Church. There were only a few hundred churches formed at that time. Then, as is usually the case when I am impatient, I decided I needed to approach things differently. So I asked a very dangerous question ... "If ya'll are having difficulty moving applications along, is there any way I can help?" Eight other people and I said essentially the same thing, and we were tasked with processing applications from around the world ... yes, the entire world! What happened has resulted in (in 2026) about 7500 churches (including many new church starts) on many continents, all over the world. It was chaotic, exhausting, and one of the best things I have done for Jesus in my life. A small group of people flapped their collective wings in America, and a whirlwind of churches, stories, testimonies, and new believers happened. NOT because of us ... but because God's Spirit was in this movement!
A man named Norman Borlaug was involved in developing wheat varieties that could grow in arid climates. You probably haven't heard of him, but his work is credited with saving 2 billion people from starvation ... you read that right, 2 billion! One man working with a small group of scientists! The Butterfly Effect!
Our staff here, working on the Abbeville Sacred Arts Initiative, started with 3 people, praying, dreaming, and "flapping our artistic wings." Just a writer and two musicians. Over the last three months, we have had Christian artists, performers, and community leaders come together in ways we could have never dreamed. We seem to get phone calls, inquiries, and interested people every day. We have received a CREO Arts Grant and are actively pursuing another grant. The River Youth and Children's Center is well underway (help if you can!). But I know that if anything good happens from all of this, it is due to the powerful movement of the Holy Spirit and the foundation of Jesus. The Butterfly Effect!
It shouldn't surprise us. 2000 years ago (give or take) an uneducated fisherman preached a sermon before a hostile crowd. All he had was a testimony, a relationship with Jesus, and the power of the Holy Spirit. You can read his message in Acts 2. When he finished, bewildered Jews "cut to the heart" asked, "Brothers, what shall we do?" Peter answered, "Repent and be baptized!" 3000 people responded! Small beginnings, a few disciples filled with God's Spirit, and a huge outpouring. The Butterfly Effect!
Not chaos. Not turning the world upside down. But bringing things "round right" (Shaker Song). Maybe the Lord of the butterflies knows a thing or two that we should grasp! To God be the glory, great things He has done! AMEN? AMEN!
Tuesday, May 5, 2026
Shoot The Oxen
There is a strange story in 1 Kings 19 (actually, there are a number of strange stories in both 1st and 2nd Kings). So ... here it is. First, there is the famous story of Elijah in the cave .. the one where God appears to him in a whisper. Then, Elijah passes his mantle of prophecy to Elisha. He just appears at the field where Elisha is plowing. Elijah places his mantle on Elisha, and Elisha does 3 things ... he kisses his mom and dad ... he kills the oxen ... he cooks the oxen and feeds the town. Let's unpack this:
1. Ok, it's Mother's Day. Gotta take care of something obvious. Never leave on an important mission without telling Mama and giving her your assurance that she is on your mind. Share love, plans, and dreams with your mama. Whether she agrees or not, this is important. Honor your father and mother ... not a suggestion, a commandment!
2. Shoot the oxen. Did you ever wonder about the reason(s) Cain's offering was rejected and Abel's offering was accepted? I wonder if the main reason was that Cain offered produce, which could be regrown by doing the same thing again. Abel offered the whole and the first of his flock ... he had to start over with that particular sheep! Why do our offerings, our worship, our words seem to not be accepted? Maybe we are only offering what we can easily reproduce. Maybe God wants us to kill the oxen ... start over ... get rid of the sacred cows ... stop going to church and start BEING the Church! About 20 Abbeville people went to Annual Conference this week. About 1/3 of these stayed to be trained in disciple-making (you know, that little MISSION thing we say ... Make Disciples of Jesus that worship passionately, love extravagantly, and witness boldly?). We are jumping all in to this, and some oxen need to be killed. Maybe we even need to name them ... time, resources, programs, empty things we do that aren't mission-focused? What do you think? And, by the way, your little church might have had the most attendees at Annual Conference of every church except the host church!!!! Y'all truly rock!
3. Let's admit it. We are Methodists. And as good Methodists, we have something we really do well! We eat! After we kill those oxen, we celebrate our history and dream about our future. Monday night we celebrated 10 ordinands that are either Deacons or Elders, going out to serve God. I think they kissed mama. I think they shot some oxen, or they wouldn't be there. And after it all, we had a little party ... before we were all sent out!
Process this story. What does it mean to you? Are you ready to take on the mission? Are you willing to do every necessary thing to become a disciple-making congregation? This means YOU might need to shoot some oxen. And YOU WILL need to both be and make disciples ... all of you. Why? Because it is what we have been told to do by Jesus! That's good enough for me!